Monday, April 7, 2008

My mind goes off blank part 2

A friend of mine sent me this message a couple of nights ago when i was feeling quite jaded with... life. The quote really did hit not only a nerve but a big chunk of me, therefore making me realize a few and ponder on a few things... things that have been bugging me for quite some time and causing me sleepless nights and mellow-dramatic waking moments. He told me he quoted the message from a short novel, "Kasal," his dear friend gave him. Yeah, very nice...sweet! Hah! Hmmmmm....oh how i miss such sweet gestures. Anyhow, here are two of those heart-piercing, not-your-usual kind of forwarded messages. Go ahead... Read and ponder... by the way, it's in Filipino.

"Kanina habang hinihintay namin ang pagsikat ng araw, ay tinanong naming muli ang aming mga sarili kung sino ang dapat sisihin sa patutunguhan ng aming relasyon o sa kawalan ng patutunguhan nito. Nagulat kami ng matanto namin na hindi namin kailangan maghanap ng kasalanan para tapusin lang ang aming relasyon. Pwede namang wakasan ito ng walang galit sa isa't isa, ng walang hintuturong nanduduro ng paninisi, ng walang pagkataong nawawasak, ng walang pusong nasasaktan, ng walang kaluluwang napupunit."

"TULDOK. Naghahanap ako ng tuldok sa buhay. Marami na akong mga tinapos na relasyon na hindi naman talaga nagtapos sa tuldok. AT gusto ko ng tuldukan ang mga bahaging iyon ng buhay ko. Maraming tuldok na pwedeng daanan pero hindi pala ganoon kadali mamulot ng tuldok."

Ok breathe... ahhhhhh...feels good, eh?

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