A Message to a Friend

Dear Friendship, I am in such mental and emotional chaos that I'm actually prepared to fail the first sem of grad school. I'm sorry, Friendship, I went phoneless yeterday. I am still trying to work on my papers though, no matter how blurred my thoughts are. Thanks for being there. Don't worry I have no plans of killing myself. I'm too gorgeous and smart for that. Mao

Fragments of my Mind

Some people just don't know how to translate love into something concrete and believable. Words will always be words. At some point it will lose it's meaning. Eventually, you will wake up and realize that some people, no matter how much they try aren't really capable of loving you.

Playing hide and seek is getting too exhausting for me. So please, stop running away and face me.

Invictus by William Ernest Henley (1903)

Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the Horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds and shall find me unafraid.

It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.